life goes out life goes in....today my exam paper a little bit tough but it over....gosh..i am so hungry...seem like i am so papa kedana....


thank god that my kampung has develop in this current year...but since i was 7...or in year 1995...my kampong very popular with the famous well know long house....lot of people pay a visit...but,....

after clash of the fire, my kampong did not much popular even now it even in the map....fuck that...there are three thing i hate the most....first, i hate myself....second, i hate the politician.... especially malaysian politicians...all talk to much about their own benefits, race even religions...that suck dude...for example, they talk to much about other countries or helping them in the word of fucking humanities...but they did not help their own citizen...for example,,,my town area...if my grandfather can get up from his grave, he will mention..."eh,,,tahun brapa tok ney..ndai berubah mai.."...i really pissed off that crap thing that government did.... all about their name in international relation...fuck u...has spend lot of money for other citizen but did not realized that their people struggling until death for live to another day....feel like i wanted to slapping their face and kick their ass...i really really really mad of this thing...thank god that God did not give me any power...if not i gonna eat their brain with the fucking spoon...goshhhh.....and third is.....(to be continues)... 

my military training..it almost kill me....

steady aku...asker lo...

apa hal lu...??

smile and live for another day....it quite hard, but all thing happen maybe has the maksud disebalik takbir...i knew that my language paper gonna be worst but at least i learn a new language that seem quite hard to understand...to that paper i guess that i can overcame it but...i thought that i was lose enough...fuck that...
2moro gonna be wild...economic paper almost killing me inside...seem like i wanted to commit suicide....shit.... 

stresssssssss........